Hello

I should probably start by introducing myself my name is Court but for this I am going by Xave.

My why...

I am starting this blog as a place to dump my thoughts and hopefully find like minded people.

By no means is this going to be perfect, there will no doubt be ups and downs, but writing has always created a haven for me and writing my issues has always freed them from my mind.

Normally i would write them down in my endless notebooks so this is a bit of a change for me.

However in the last week I had a breakdown and I thought I'm going to purpose this site to be my recovery diary. As i can't be the only person dealing with the issues that lead me to it.

The How...

So what lead to my breakdown?

Having to make too many decisions and almost freezing at the fatigue that it brought me.

Though some of the decisions may seem simple or unimportant to most the amount was becoming overwhelming until finally they were too much. From even thinking what to wear that day, what needs to be done round the house, the endless to do lists. Eventually the brain has no more space to breathe.

So what now...

Now is the time to simplify!

To reduce the options so that there are less decisions to make, whether that is reducing the wardrobe to the options of what to eat for dinner. I believe that every decisions options reduced will help.

I'm interested to know of any everyday decisions that you make that tire you or anything you have done to make a decision easier.